Sometimes, to motivate myself, I'd read old emails and messages I got back then from my old blog.
They were all good ones.
I had people thanking me for my writing, some even saying I saved their lives.
At this point, some people would say, oh this is so fake, intentionally fishing and drowning in your own compliements!
Hell, even I feel sometimes that it's so fake.
Then again, don't we always drown ourselves in totally fake, negative bullshit we conjure in our heads?
We worry about shit that hasn't happened.
We dwell in the past where all the bad moments in our lives exist.
We expect the worst.
We call it being "realistic."
But... that's kind of fake too, right?
If you wanna fake it out in life, maybe it's time to consciously make it good.